Wide awake
Tuesday, 19 June 2012 | 23:50 | 0
Tuesday is an extremely extremely long day for me...... Well as per normal I did not sleep early on a Monday night no matter how much I told myself to sleep early. Ended up being on tinychat till i realised it's 6fucking30 so i decided to take a power nap and i had to be awake by 7.15AM.... Never felt so zombie mode in my life. Dragged my really reluctant body out of the bed into the showers and off to NEX i went! Walked to the bus stop already felt like i could sleep walk... i really wanted to run back home to sleep at that point of time.... Met Charlotte @ NEX and Ms Kwok sent us to Temask Polytechnic we were slightly late but there were even later schools.... so inconsiderate. ooops see what i did there hehe. But after that we played the same game as we did for the Preliminary Round, But they changed the rules this time! and we didn't get it and we all played it wrong.. we were so upset, sigh. But it doesn't matter, It's over. But omg the emcees were damn annoying.... and they promoted their course like MAD. & all i wanted was to seriously leave that room and sleep some where. After that, Ms Kwok sent us back to NEX and i headed home and instantly KO...... That was how tired i was... Set 5 alarms to wake up for tuition but i was feeling so tired that i couldn't even get my ass off the bed... so i kinda postponed it. I felt really bad to the tutor, but it beats going there to sleep...... After that i slept for awhile more and then woke up cause my stomach was literally growling... and i couldn't sleep anymore. Went to accompany J for dinner then and lepak @ Toa Payoh. Happened to see Noreen & Cindy Koh there, had a mini catch up with her, hehe kinda miss her though... Walked around and decided to play LAN..... but before we went LAN, a lot of happening things happened... Had a shock of my life...... But Thank God got out of the situation unscathed. PHEW. After that we couldn't decide which lan to go and ended up heading home. Feels good to be home actually cause i am really tired. Today 1 bad thing happened, so.... 10 good things will happen to me :) 1 good thing has already happen, i wonder what would be the next 9 upcoming :)
The positive me is slowly coming back. Been broken for so long too long. I need to slowly find back the person i used to be. I want to be happy again. I could easily give advice to others but i can never apply it to myself. Why is it so difficult....*Sigh* But i'm trying really hard to pick myself up, i may have fallen mountain height down, but with my determination i believe i'm able to climb all the way back up to the peak again.
Sometime i seriously wished life has a reset button though.
xoxo
"falling from cloud nine, crashing from the high"
