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Sunday, 17 June 2012 | 21:02 | 0
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Happy Father's Day, xx.
Happy fathers' day to all Fathers out there! My father may not be the best father ever, and we practically argue and fight every time he's back in Singapore which is only that few days, and i kinda really dislike him right now. But I know all that he does is because he love and cares for me. Although you're a pretty messed up dad because of your stupid social life, But no matter what i can't change the fact you're my dad. So Happy Father's Day, Papa Lau.
Anyway, Last night spent the whole of 5AM-10.30AM Skyping with J & cutmywire. Had no idea how we managed to talk for 5 hours and i can't really remember what we actually even talked about. But knocked out at about 11AM? and i slept all the way till 6pm without realising. It was damn sick thinking i was like 2 or 3pm but it was 6..... HAHA. Woke up to Stomach Cramps and headache though, Guess my body systems are really starting to fuck up already. Eating a meal a day, Sleeping at ungodly hours. God bless my soul.
Chatting with Shawn Right now, He's really the kind of Brother I don't wanna lose, He could tell me in a guy point of view and always listen to my crap and nonsense. I don't even know how he could tolerate me. Haha, but he's pretty a entertainer too. I guess? Btw, All the single ladies out there, He's still single yar and he is a virgin boy in relationship. Haha, interested? :p Oh not forgetting he's really smart. Hehehe, But whatever it is, I just wanna Thank Shawn for always being a good listener ear :)
It's a stay home sunday today since I woke up at crazy hours, been spamming Chinese songs since i woke up. And somehow the songs lyrics are so able to describe my feelings right now. Every morning I wake up wishing to be able to receive a message from you or waking up to your face. But i'm getting pretty much used to accepting the fact you're gone. It all takes time. Nobody said it was easy, but no one said it was this hard either. Let time do its magic for me!
This holidays had been stupid for me, wasting my life away, but i kinda lost a lot weight which i'm pretty proud of myself. I did not purposely like starve and like exercise like mad or something. But i just happen to! Can't wait for Mama Ho to be back from Hong Kong the following week! Miss her so freaking much <3
xoxo
"you made me feel good, you made me feel safe, you made me feel like i could live another day"
