Thanks For The Memories
Monday, 25 June 2012 | 01:02 | 0
Hi. It's the Start of Term 3 already....... School would be what i'm gonna start focusing on. 11 years of CHIJ Education is gonna end in about 3-4 more months.... How time flew, I promised myself i would only give the allowance of June to party and i'm gonna be god damn serious in my studies from July onwards till Ofuckinglevels is over. I need to get through Os with every tiny bit of knowledge i have and not disappoint my parents already. Disappointed them too many times. This time, i'm gonna make them proud of me.
Hehe, Mummy is coming back on Thursday evening. I'm so excited! So much to share with her about.... matters of the heart, studies and all. Partying on Friday and Saturday again.... (June is not over yet, lies i tell myself) But i promise this would be the last time i'm gonna party. & this time i hope i don't get too drunk again. Hehe, must maintain the amount of drink and maintain myself. I need to start remembering what happens so that i can have a good laugh! ^^
I've became cold and heartless recently. Sense of humour becoming like shit. & with my friends trying to cheer me up, i kinda put them down with saying 'it's not even funny'. I'm sorry to everyone for being such a bitch :( I'm pretty much a mess right now, I don't even love myself anymore, so i don't expect anyone to love me back, and i understand why everyone leaves. There's nothing of me worth staying for. But seriously, Thank god for my precious clique that is there for me no matter what shit happens, i know i can always count on you all <3 & some other friends :)
Mua :*
Trying so hard to forget you, It's gonna be easier now with studies to distract me, I'm gonna get through this. I'm however, proud of you, you moved on. You did it so easy and you made it seem so easy. One person has gotta move on first, and i should Thank you for moving on this fast so that i would see no point in hanging on anymore and slowly i hope my heart would have no more hopes. I just wanna let you know, i'm sorry for actually being part of your life, sorry for you wasting your time on me trying to make me happy all the time, but i've never regretted having you part of my life. What we had, I can never forget. Thank you for the memories, my qt boy.
xoxo
"One night and one more time, thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great"
