How we do
Monday, 9 July 2012 | 03:17 | 0
Had a very stupid Twitter war earlier with W which was really retarded. So many people were involved and with all that really stupid Indirect Tweets. It was lame. Like come on, How old already? Just be direct. I mean what's the point of being indirect when in the first place you tweeted it for people to see? If you are unhappy, you just say it. Why make people guess? It's really dumb.
The war with W against Sol was supposed to be over long ago since W claimed he had already gotten over it, but as usual it was all lies he told cause everyone could tell he was obviously not the least bit at all over it. I guess that's life, you can claim you're over things and it just doesn't matter but most of the time, they are lies. You tend to not get over it cause they were a big part of your life once, They used to matter a lot. Too much at times.
But well, you can't blame someone for not getting over something, cause at least that proves that they have feelings, they feel. You wouldn't wanna know someone so heartless and cold. It would hurt you more than anything to know how heartless one can go.
Hectic weeks are coming up with prelims just a month away and Os being 3 months away, I'm totally not even ready or near ready for it. Been slacking soo soooooooo much, I don't even think i'm near getting a Single B3. I really hope i don't disappoint my parents this time but i'm not doing anything. It's like i don't even feel the stress that i have to study and exams are nearing. I have the fear in me, but not that motivation.
It's not easy to look and get that motivation, but i have to try my best. I've to get through Os without any regrets and being able to tell myself proudly, 'i tried my best' and not to be collecting my results and going 'damn it i should had work harder' or 'i shouldn't have slacked' or whatever bullshit. I'm not going to die without playing or partying for 3 months. Partying and Shopping can wait. But Os can't. I only have one chance it's either do or die, I'll make sure i fucking DO not die!
Haiyo, but the biggest issue now is my fucking bodyclock. It's the most screwed up thing in my life currently, I need to get it back to the 12-6 timing of sleep and not 4-6 and run home for a nap and 4-6 again everyday timing. It's unhealthy and bad for my own eyes. Been getting really bad eyesight recently. Have no idea it's my contacts or just my eyes being too tired. And been having bad pains every where :( Especially Gastric.
Have no idea since when i started getting gastric but it hurts so bad. And it's not good :( I don't want it, don't like it. Sigh. My meal timings are so fucked up and so are my eating habits. I always do not feel hungry at times i should be feeling. And when i'm hungry, there's always no food. The only standard meal i have is Fish Soup in school everyday!!!!! Hehe never get bored of it. :p Been eating it seriously EVERYDAY with Char Yonggggg! Hehe she can be ma fish soup buddy already :p We are the fish soup lovers. I can't wait for the Fish Soup uncle to come back and cook cause the auntie is slower :( And she always look so poor thing.
Can't wait to graduate, but i'm gonna miss seeing my friends everyday and miss eating fish soup!! :( How now brown cow? Gonna treasure all my remaining days in IJ but at the same time, count down to the last day of school hehe. 72 more days or school... oh wait. I included holidays and weekends. I think minusing everything, it's just 60 days of school! Let's go! :p
Can't wait............for Os to be over hehehe. TIME TO PARTY~
xoxo
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