It will rain
Thursday, 5 July 2012 | 00:14 | 0
Haven't been blogging this days cause it's been the same routine everyday. School > Sleep > School > Sleep. BORING. Every morning I battle with my eyelids to stay open, every afternoon I can't decide to take a nap or not and every night I wonder if i should do my work or sleep. Daily processes and thoughts. It's been raining everyday and it only rains either when i'm in School and whenever, WHY DON'T IT RAIN WHEN I WAKE UP! So it'd be a good excuse to give school a miss being the typical lazy me. Hehe.
Resisting all temptations recently to party cause of what i promised Mama Ho! Her offer is so attractive i cannot reject, but i have to cancel all the dates out for drinks, for lepakz all. DAMN SIAN. So tempted to go, but the spy is my own sister ):< I can't even sneak out. And i have to tolerate this for 3 months!! But it's ok. Time will fly past i hope! Hehe, 1 month and 5 days to my Birthday :p I is happy girl. Although I have no plans and no one would probably bother about my birthday but it would mean i left exactly a year to turn legal and i can't fucking wait to be legal. Damnnnnnnnnn!
The best birthday present, would be you.
FUCKING THIS. I swear this picture totally describes how I feel.
It's now raining damn heavily, thunderstorms all. And i kinda wonder 'are you safe?', 'are you caught in the rain?', I hope you don't get caught or fall sick. I know I shouldn't be having all these thoughts anymore cause you made moving on seem so easy, and yet i bet i'm like some loser to you that is not moving on. Maybe I was just an infatuation to you, that's why it was easy for you. Or maybe I just fell way deeper than you for you. You never know your charms and what i saw in you. But all these don't even matter anymore, to you. And it shouldn't to me. Gradually, it won't. I promise to myself.
xoxo
"There'll be no clear skies if i lose you baby"
