I think of you
Wednesday, 17 October 2012 | 20:26 | 0
Hello! There's been so much changes in my life recently...... It feels like it's time for me to grow up already.
I should say the one change that has the biggest impact in my life and most recent would be that I've officially graduated. 11 Years of CHIJ Toa Payoh Education has finally been concluded with a huge full stop. I spent more than half my life in CHIJ, A girls' school. The last time I was in a mixed school was 11 years ago in Kindergarten which I have no more memories of at all.... How would a mixed school actually be like I wonder.......... Less dramatic? I'm pretty sure i'm fucked for Os, but my aim still remains the same, to get into Poly. I wonder how would Poly life be! I'm actually kinda sad that i've graduated, come to think of it. All the friends I made, all the teachers that I had. And To be honest, although i was a fucking badass in school, many teachers still genuinely cared and never gave up on me. They were always by my side, asking if i needed help, if i could cope, telling me if i were to put in the effort i would be an outstanding student. I don't think Poly teachers would be like that at all... all these are the factors making me miss school. But yet at the same time thinking about the fact i have to wake up at 6 in the morning, following all the stupid school rules and having to tolerate the burden of so many subjects.... I Thank God that i've graduated.
So, recently i met up with Pet again to talk about life, We always meet up and crap about our life i realised. She's a really good person to talk nonsense with I swear. But she's such a busy child, having to cope with her school, netball, handball and matters of the heart. I salute her. Her passion for netball really deserve a prize. She has outside club and her own school cca. I don't even know how she could manage.... She's close to being a superwoman already..
So just that day I met this silly girl to go for Char's mini party. Haven't seen this child in the longest time. Yet i overslept like mad when i was suppose to meet her. Thank god she called me before she left the house or she would wait till she would have rot and died or something.... Hahaha. But yeah, She's one nerd right now and i hope she would do well for Os cause she deserve to. :)
MY NEW FRINGE. Well, the boy says it's nice, but i still heart pain my long fringe :( But i have to admit i look neater yeah?
Had the bestie over that day after a night of studying, nothing beats having a cuddling session with bestie, especially after a bad night. Although she's a pretty messed up clubber, that no one seems to understand, she's still the kind of friend i would want to keep forever. Not forgetting my Seah LiYi and Michelle Thio! I love my cliqueeeeeee forever. Although we're all kind of leading our own lives now but i'm pretty sure when Os is over we would be all as one all over again! :p cause we're amazing this way~
What my bestie actually does to her dog......... Who should i Pity?
So been spending every other day with this blur boy of mine, I swear his blur-ness is really what makes him so much cuter than cute. Lost him once, this time I am going to love him right, can't afford to lose him again.
Can't wait for Os to be over I swear. I'm really glad it's finally starting tomorrow although i'm sure as hell i'm not even near what's called 'prepared' but who ever knows how prepared one can be? I am considered prepared actually just maybe not to the stage of others. I'm pretty sure i'm not gonna excel, but i'm sure i'm going to put in whatever knowledge i have to get over and done with it. Going to vomit all the shits i've been learning for the past 11 years and on 8nov, all hell break loose! I'm gonna PARTY like no tomorrow. & when i say party i don't mean clubbing every other day. HAHA. I meant like I'm going to enjoy my life. Live my life~ I really hope my mum don't get me to hong kong. She's pretty serious about leaving me in Hong Kong for the fact she even got a job for me to work in HK. Although HK is fun, but how can i be away from my boy and friends.... :(
Life is actually a very simple game. You either fight and never give up regardless of whatever comes your way to reach to the finishing point, or you just give up and game's over. Why lose a battle before fighting it?
I got wrongly accused recently. I don't even know what I did. No wait, I didn't even do anything. The fingers just got pointed at me. I'm just seriously wow-ed. I don't actually believe anything, anyone anymore. Trust? What's that. It's so hard to trust anyone anymore.
To be fucking honest, I only trust one person left. And that's my Michelle Thio. Knew her for 6 years and never once did she betray me, never let me down, never disappointed me. I don't know what am i going to do if there's just this one day we are no longer talking. But i'm pretty sure i'll not let that day come at all. I love you Mich. I really do <3 Sisters for life alright? :* I'll watch you get married, see your kids playing with mine and we'll grow old together :)
Time to get back to my books and be serious for 2 weeks and i'll be back again.
xoxo
"always say i love you before i go to sleep if i die before i'm awake then i take your love with me"