I wanna dance with somebody
Friday, 26 October 2012 | 20:56 | 0
Sup!
Swirly is in a really bad mood today :( The day started really bad and yet it's not even getting better. Sigh.
Partied with my babies that day. I love you all ❤. Missing our dearest 4th member though! :(
First day of Os and I finally felt the terror and got scared! :(
The boy that stayed by my side despite how bad my mood fluctuates because of Os. ❤
Wells, Science Practical was bad. It made me concluded that Os this year was gonna be tough. After Science Practical, I finally woke up a little bit. Just a little. And I went through English and Mathematics paper already. Both papers was so screwed that I don't even have any hopes for Os anymore. Really, everyone on twitter is saying how easy it was and all, but here i am, fuck my answers are almost all wrong.
But, I don't really feel anything actually. The only thing I feel was 'OOOOOOOOOO TWO PAPERS DOWN, FIVE MORE TO GO!' Well, I'm left with one week of Os and I can start going mad and start meeting up with all ma homies! I can't freaking wait for That. Moment. When. I. Walk. Out. Of. The. School. I am seriously going to burn up all my books except those that looks really good and new. So tell me if ya'll need my books ok!
Anyway, back to today. I was stuck between two choices. And It was a really really hard decision to make. I hate making important and tough decisions and I love it when people actually gives me good advices to help me make up my mind on decisions. Ended up at the end of the day, I told my Bestie, I was gonna choose none. I am hell sure I didn't like that decision for once I told myself that was my choice, I started crying. I should have chose one. I really should have.
And when the night falls, my sinus starts acting up again. Flu, cough all in one package, plus a headache this time. So I attempted to take a nap after popping panadols, but i couldn't sleep at all. Went to ask Sister if she was hungry, and yes she was. So i decided to cook an Instant meal for both of us. Canned food with overnight rice. Well, I was so moody that i wasn't even concentrating half the time I was cooking and I broke a plate......Felt so bad, and thank god my maid came back in time to fix up the mess and all. Life without a maid, can you imagine what we would become? Sigh Lazysisters4life.
I love you Sissy, ❤ (I swear I look gay)
Ate dinner with sister and shared with her some feelings and she got me thinking, real hard. I just realised although me and my sister don't even communicate much and we don't really know what is happening in each others lives, but we do really care for each other. We may quarrel, we may ignore but we never stopped caring. We just don't show that we do. We may be like world apart in terms of character, but at the end of the day, we are still alike in many other ways. I hope you're happy darling, love you sissy.
Did I make the right choice?
Well. I'm just glad today is almost coming to an end.
xoxo
"I wanna dance with somebody, with somebody who loves me"
