Jar of hearts
Saturday, 17 November 2012 | 23:41 | 0
Hello.
So I'm back, After almost a week. Hehe, It's been quite a happening week. Okay not very happening, but more of a fun-filled week. So I heading to Jul's party on Monday, and i was extremely late till i think my friends almost killed me. But don't blame me, blame the rain. (excuses!) However, the surprise was still carried out. It was very fail as she already figured. However we just played along acting like she don't know. And she played along too, so hehe.
She was acting like she was so amazed with her 'cake' Just look at what she's doing and remind me again why she is my friend? HAHA, Okay I'm just kidding.
So after taking pictures and acting stupid in the Function Room, we headed up to her place, and watched Human Centipede -.- I swear that show i so horrible I could not even bare to watch it. Felt like I would puke out all my food. It's horribly disgusting, It's not scary.
So Tuesday, met up with my bitch again, Michelle. We headed over to Cathay to watch Ah Boys to Men. The show was quite hilarious and the song was stuck in my head and that pissed Mich off a little cause I couldn't stop singing it after the show hehe. Accompanied her to get her OBHK stuff as she was flying off in the AM the next day :( I already am missing her.... I wonder whether she's having fun. Then again. It's outward bound. Who would not have fun?
Wednesday had an extremely impromptu meeting with Noreen to go to Far East to get accessories for my Prom Dress. Managed to get everything I need, so did she! hehe, met baby back at Toa Payoh after that and he stayed over :) Love the nights when I sleep while seeing his face :)
Thursday came soon and Jazlyn left for Bangkok too :( All my besties are overseas right now. Sigh. And they all MIA completely. I feel so empty without having them to rant to especially when an emotional night strikes. Can't wait for them all to be back :( I need them so badly. So amazingly my dad which vanished from the face of earth reappeared. And me and my sister honestly, didn't give a fuck.
Noreen came over at night and we spent it doing workout and painting nails. HAHA She stayed till the AM had so much laughter with her that I couldn't sleep at night and ended up tinychatting with Sol and Jed. Tiny chat is so freaking old school already but it's still funny haha.
Woke up early the next morning as it's time for PROM! My ever last IJ related event.... I really have nothing to do with CHIJ anymore. I can't actually believe this. So I headed for an Interview in the morning first. The interview was so awkward and lame. Oh well. Felt like I wasted my time. Headed home after that to get ready for PROMMM!!! :)
Now let me show you some fabulous people:
My Form Teacher for 3 years.......... Bitchy but well a really nice person I guess?
The person that always supported me every year and always wished nothing but the best for me,
Mrs Christina Lam. Thank you so much :)
The principal that entered IJ with me and Left with me, Mrs Regina Lee.
Thank you for not actually doing anything to me despite how much of a troublemaker I was and how you actually hates NA already. Nevertheless, God bless you in your future route!
My all-time favourite Netball Teacher, Ms Michelle Ng!
(Wait, she's married, but whatever, i don't like her new surname)
Small and petite with an extremely loud voice. I'm always the joker and you put up with all my retarded nonsense. I will definitely miss you!
Mrs Lena Siau. The really bitchy one that exposed all the internal secrets and always acting like our age and listening to all our stories. Will miss her too!
NOREEN FONG.
Besties for the longest time, traveled all around together too! I'm waiting for our 2012 trip alright? we will make sure we travel half Asia together :) I love you!
(P.S Thanks for helping me take pictures with everyone!)
NEO JIA YUN.
Always here for me, the cloud that I can always count on. Thanks for all the presents over the years hehe and all the help you've given me for my studies. :) Stay in contact alright? Never want to lose a cloud like you <3
SEAH LI YI.
My clique baby :) Once a friend, forever a friend. Days spent with her are never enough. This girl is always the most busy in the clique but however she never fails to attempt to make time for us. I love you. Hang out soon with the rest okay baby? :p
ALEXA KOH.
Did i mean Hamtaro Koh? Haha, Look how stunning my little hamster evolved into? I swear she's almost the prettiest girl at Prom last night. Cutie :)
ANNAGRACE CHAN.
My Baboon. Always out of sight but never out of mind. My pretty girl in Maxi. Always doing the craziest shits with her. I love you baby girl! Don't worry too much about Os, you will do well. xx
NICOLE CHAN.
Hehe, my closest neighbour.
ADA CHENG.
This is the horniest friend I ever had. I swear her mind is so dirty that she can link everything to sex. Hahaha, but conversations with her never runs out. Love you cutie CHAIRPERSON. I will miss ya twin too!
CHERIE TAN.
My fummy. My phat phingers apps buddy. Hahaha. we have fat fingers and that when we're tired we type shit yet we understand each other. Nominee for CHIJ Prom Queen but however, you're already the Queen in 5/3s heart :)
AUDREY LIM.
I swear i watch her transform that when i saw her last night my jaw dropped. She used to be my Secondary Two home econs partner and she would always do the washing for me. She changed from a Tom Boy to such a pretty girl. I'm amazed! Stay pretty babe!
GAIL BELMONTE.
My future superstar. All the best in your Singing competition and i'm pretty sure i'll be buying your albums soon., xx.
THE DUO!
Haha I swear they two are the best photo bombers.
FARISYA FARID.
I will grow and a plantation just so that i won't miss you my floral girl. She loves flowers so much that every time when we see flowers, we think of Farid. Automatically :)
JUSTINA DOMINQUE.
She loves snails. She really love them a lot. Just give one to her whenever you see her alright? :p
Lastly, CHERYL AUGUSTINE.
CHIJ 2012's PROM QUEEN. Congratulations :) Hope you enjoyed your moment!
My fabulous 5/3! I'm already missing seeing you all everyday. Been seeing you all everyday for the past 3 years.... and now I won't be seeing you all often anymore. Nevertheless, IJ friends are friends for life. All the best in your future school. Study hard and we will all succeed together :) I love you all :)
WE ALL WENT KITTY LAND AND WE ARE REALLY HAPPY SHOPPERS!
What to do after a tiring prom? WE DUMP OUR STUFF EVERYWHERE.
Hahaha, So that's basically it. Well, Prom felt like a dream. The food sucked though, However the company was awesome and so was the games though. Dancing gangnam style halfway eating was the most retarded part of our Prom, but it was fun.
Headed back to hotel after Prom and we all changed to slippers and headed out again for supper (like pigs, i know) haha and had starbucks. Stayed at starbucks till 3? Then we headed back to the hotel to finally shower. I was the last and i swear we took forever. 3 hours for just 6 girls to bathe. Yes we took THAT long. HAHA. Headed out and walked all the way to Fareast after that for PRATA breakfast and then went back to the hotel and all of us KNOCKED OUT.
Woke up, checked out, went home, sleep. (that's basically my entire today.)
So.... Been having quite a rough night. I don't know why. But I realised my family been really...... broken recently. We don't even talk anymore. Oh wait, not that we don't talk. We have nothing to say to each other anymore. At all. We don't even bother about basics anymore already. Is this part of growing up? What people says as when you starts growing up, your parents are going to stop caring? I don't want to grow up if that's the case. I miss what's so-called a happy family. Actually thinking about it, I never had a complete family time. When i was young, my dad was never around. and now that i'm older, my mum is never around.
Why do career always take them away from me? I want a normal united family. I'm jealous of people with that. I really am. I always wish I had my parents by my side like how everyone else does. But I don't. I know i'm seventeen and I should be matured and independent. But there are also days that i feel like i'm just seven and I want Mummy and Daddy too.
There's so much to say but nothing can be done anyway, so whats the point? I can't change anything I just got to live with it. Anyway i'm used to it. So I just needed a place to rant out my thoughts.
I'm really glad to have baby with me though. Never feeling alone.
xoxo
"But I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms"
